Sunday 21 August 2011

Procrescophobia

'Fear of gaining weight'

Nevertheless,
I've gained weight!
Man, this is no good
I guess I shall stop eating that much


Felt my jeans a bit hard to fit in.
Noooo~
Fond of wearing jeans recently
Hope I wont look fat obviously
Wish to stay skinny, slim/normal will do
Just like these:





This is way too skinny

 This: It's just nice (;





Tuesday 16 August 2011

`Not Motivated`

I bet 99% of my classmates are busy squeezing 2500 words now
 Or even completed it
Some maybe undergo the feelings of frustration? blank? Stuck-in-the-middle? 
Satisfaction? Cause able to finish it already and relaxing now

Wanna know my situation? 
whether you want it or not..
haha
I havent even started the intro.
O M G!
Yesss, you heard me
and yet
I'm still here writing all these stuff
IDK why
That's me
'Always do the right things at the wrong timing'
 
 
Sigh.
I have no idea how to start writing
kinda sleepy now
and lazy
 
 
Oh no, I feel like giving up again
When I heard lecturer and my friends told me that:
the college students are discussing some sort of political issues
economical issues
social issues
or whatever which I have no idea what's going on about all those stuff
Suddenly Feel like.. I'm not mature enough, at my age
Heard Mich and Jun said:
the students are so professional, speaking all those business/financial terms and blah blah
and you know what,
Sometimes, Most at the time
Frankly speaking,
I don't know what the hell I'm studying even I'm a business student
Dont know what are the current situation  for our county/other countries..
In addition, I've zero interests in it, yet?... I'm pretty sure not for now.
Oops...
So, at times I may wonder..
Why I need to do something like this anyway?
For what?
..
I might instead pursue something I have, at least a lil interest in
Yes? No?
....
 
Oh, and you may have question marks on your head..
'Why I wanted to start it initially?'
 Well,
It's because Idk what course to choose last time.
As simple as that, lame huh. 

Besides,
I nvr know I have found another alternative in the half way
I would love to try on something else..
However,
I fear that I cannot cope with it.
So, end up failing at doing both.
Failed at doing things I dislike, and I like.. 
='(
Shall I take the risk? Follow my instinct?
hmm...
Or stop thinking that much til I grad in my business Degree
Not sure I can do it or not. 
>.<

What is right and what is wrong?
Can someone please 
Tell me..

 
 




Sunday 14 August 2011

Hey, Listen ..

It's an old song though.

Check it out.

Especially to the B2UTIES out there.

Couldn't resist the Hawtness from AJ(KiKwang) and DooJoon 
♥♥♥♥

When DJ says:
`Listen, AJ gonna sing this song for love, to have her back`
`Man, do it for love to get her back`
` You know what I'm saying`
`Ok, let's go`


 Title of the song: Wipe the Tears




 Vocal: AJ

Rappers: DooJoon, JunHyung


Dancer: Yo Seob




Now, they are a group, called BEAST!
=D



Enjoy!

avec l'amour




Wednesday 3 August 2011

B2UTY's craving !





no mu dae bak!!
 
Simple thought: 
Wish to own all of them 
 
So B2ST !!
 
 

Monday 1 August 2011

`A bitter day`

Sem 2 begins.
I did enjoy my past boring yet peaceful holidays.
:)
Roughly drawn my 3-months schedules of study.
Nothing fresh and new,
as usual,
you can see they are packed with piles of assignments and presentations.

Because of that,
I think i'm gonna begin the annoying mumbling things, again.
oh well,
left me no choice.
If and only if,
I've found the magic pills/medicines/therapy that can cure.


S i g h
My mind goes empty now already.
S t u c k !!
But, there's always this one person that made my day. 

 `Everything feels alright, only with you, my boo`
=D